a whole year.
A year of what seems to be pure realisation...Life isn't really how you think it is when you're 13, and I know I'll think the same thing again in two years about being 17..but in the last couple of months I feel as if I've really just opened my eyes to the world..and learnt how people actually work.

I hate the process I'm stuck in at the moment, pure routine..I hate it. All I do is go to 6th form, come home, go do work go to sleep. Occasionally the routine is interrupted by me going to work, but it's not full of joy.

I'm envious of Michael, who dropped out of 6th form and went to japan for five months under a contract..but I'm not ambitious enough to be able to get into doing something like that.

I just hate being in england not being able to do anything at the moment.

Anyway, everything aside, I haven't put ANY work on here in absolutely ages, and now I've started my A Level art course, I think I should actually start using deviant a bit more and getting some comments from people.

I have to fill out an A3 book this month, so I should actually get some work.

I also need a new graphics tablet, as my old one has decided to implode. Tragic times.

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